friday 09/04/2010, 12:15 pm
hello2.. it me again yaw.. =)) Monday i start my skool already shey... can't wait.. woohoo... I'm soo excited to my new course.. hurray!! making a new frenz again.. hmm.. really miss my iof frenz.. hope to see some of u there..i already prepared for tis coming monday.. hahaha... really so excited..
hmm.. since i quit my job, my life is SO boring.. i dun noe wat am i going to do at home whole day.. Now, i playing my lappy.. boring n sad too.. haiz..
the storey is abt yesterday.. haiz.. yesterday was boring lah.. i seated at home watching tv n lappy.. dun have life lah.. he even didn't text me haiz.. yesterday he went to LTA abt his old bike. soo i text him, asking him whether everything is settle or nt. dn he said not settled yet.. dn i called him, he didn't picked up... i text him, he didn't reply.. haiz.. nt juz yesterday he didn't reply my msg.. whenever i asked him to text me, he didn't text me.. wen i called n asked him y didn't reply my MSG, he have alot of reason to gave me... wat is tis sey???? around 7 plus i went his house coz kak et asked me to come.. wen i reached his house i saw him..fuck lah... he always wan me to text him once i reach home from somewhere or text him tat im going out wif who n where.. bt he, himself didn't text me everything..... it unfair ok..every nite he called someone bt i noe it nt me.. haiz.. so yesterday he asked kak et to transfer money to his acct.. so me n kak et went down.. aft transfer dn withdraw e money.. SO kak et treat me ice cream n we seated under e blk.. so i told kak et how i feel.. bt luckily kak et understand my feeling..so he keep calling me asking me where am i? so i said tat i under e blk walking to e lift..so i continue telling kak et abt my feeling. dn he called me again asking me in a high voice.. n it make my feeling hurt.. haiz.. once reaching at his house, i saw he holding a helmet. n i didn't noe where e hell his going.. so i seat down. in front of me is his dad.. he juz tapped my shoulder n said he going to e office.. i juz keep quite.. wen his dad saw my face dn his dad asked me y?? from there i on e spot cried.. luckily kak et seated beside me. so i straight away put my head at kak et lap..haiz.. how malu am i crying in front of his family.. his mum asked me to leave him.. coz his mum noe his e kind of temper guy.. he love to scold me backwards wen he angry.. haiz.. i really can't take it anymore.. not once he scold me backwards, many times sey.. i helped him everything n tis wat i get it from him.... haiz.. i made up my mind.. i wan him to leave me.. i really can't take it anymore.. haiz.. wen must i have to be like tis?? he wan me to understand him, how abt me??? he dun understand my feeling at all............. i really sick n tired wif tis kind of relationship.. im done n im off from him.. goodbye.............
Labels: love is wonderful bt sometime it sux
Liza Ash
9:09 PM