v o g u e ; unabated

haiz..

hey2.. yesterday i started my work day in the morning and ended at 4 pm.. after 7 hours of working i went home to get ready to went out with wati and hasanah, my work frenz.. we went to town to have our lunch and dinner at cahaya, far east plaza..we ordered cha quay,hor fun hong kong, curry chicken noodles and claypot noodles.. we took some pictures of ourselves and the christmas tree and santa.. it was so beautiful.. but sowie, hasanah haven't upload the pictures yet.. it was fun went out with them and knowing them more closed..=) so after taking pictures everthing we went home at around 11pm.. so i reached home first. hasanah and wati stay at tampines..=)

At around 12 plus when i was playing my laptop, my guy called me n asked me whether i have contact any guys that i don't know at fb, i told him the truth that i didn't, he die2 said that i contact..haiz.. he asked me why i have to add a guy that i don't know inside the fb. so i said lah that they already add me and it not good if i reject them rite?? but he still said i shouldn't accept them in the first placed and i got told him that i wanna joined fb because i wanna keep in touched with my frenz and my siblings but he said that i add a guy for kenal2..haiz.. i didn't do anything wrong sey.. i was so fed up and i made my rude voice towards him.. so he fed up already, he asked to meet him at my place. but i said that i don't want to meet because i knew it gonna be worse.. haiz.. actually before i went out with my frenz, we already argued, so he blamed me.. haiz. so i still not satisfied about the afternoon problems so i bring forward the argument at the night when we met each other.. and u know what?? when we were argued, he can't controlled his temper n i was so frustrated with him and he beat me up... haiz... he beat me up because i rude to him.haiz.. is that how u showed me that u love me?? haiz.. this was not a first timed he beat me up.. i already gave him alot of chances but this time sowie i can't gave him anymore, sowie.. i gave him more than 3 chances already and i promised myself, if he touched me again, i have to let him go. haiz.. n i did.. haiz.. yesterday i cried in front of him but still no used. haiz... i cried and cried and cried until i said to myself i have to be strong and to let him go... actually i still love him soo much.. but he just can't controlled his temper.. haiz.. why u doing this to me??why?? haiz..with what i had done to u and this what i got it from u?? haiz.. i really love u soo much and i didn't busted u at all sey..haiz.. after the argument i left him alone and i gave back the necklace and the ring. haiz.. i still sad rite now.. haiz.. i wanna cry already.. bye..

i thought u going to change for me and
i thought u won't do it again but
u showed me wrong
no more chances for u anymore
sowie.
i just can't take it anymore.
goodbye
Muhd Firdaus Bin Ramli

i always love too :,(

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Liza Ash
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