v o g u e ; unabated

my friends.

This message is to my classmates friends that i close with. Hey babes i really didn't mean to say that i dun like u all or what, i just don't know how to explain my feelings towards you all. I really love being with all my friends but sometimes i feel very uncomfortable and left out. You all are very nice and kind towards me i really appreciate it as my 'close friends'. Thank you for everything that u all had done to me by making me happy and laugh. I still like you all as my friends ok. Come on we are "pussycat dolls Feature Kat deluna" hahaha.. I really love to be with you all as my friends. And Mye i love you and our friends, i didn't hate you and the rest, i didn't mean to hate you and our friends my dear. Sowie if my feelings really made u sad or disappointed but i really didn't mean to hate my friends k. I still love you all and we still friends. So i hope my classmate friends don't misunderstanding what I'm saying. We still friends no matter what. I just need a truly friends that can accept who i am and will make me happy and laugh together that all. So really sowie to fatin,irah,dahdah,naneh,mye and kakak. I still love to hangout with u all.

Liza Ash
9:37 PM

Friends!!!!!

Hey2.... why is friends sometime make we feel hurt??haiz..Isn't a friend always there for us even though we are sad or really need them??haiz.. how i wish i have a truly friends that will laugh and happy together with me.=( why is it so hard for me to find a truly friends?? Seriously i really don't trust my fiends. i already have been busted once with my best friends and it really made me hurt. haiz. what i have done from them it seem that they don't appreciate it. They always looked my bad views,they event don't see my good view. I know who i am. Seriously i don't really trust my classmate and my friends. Sorry irah, mye, naneh, dahdah and fatin. i don't feel that i am a good friends to u all and i feel like what with u all. i hope you all happy with your way. i just hate to be like this. it true what my mum said no friends it not the end of the life but i really need truth friends in my life. But it seem i can't find one. haiz.. =((

Liza Ash
5:35 AM

hey2..it has been along time i didn't update my blog. sowei yaw..i was busy with my studies and my coming exam. Hmm by the way i miss my sister in Melbourne right now. and she going to give birth to her first child soon!!! yeah!! i can't wait to see my second niece!! hope my sister find over there. miss her SO much. And i really miss the fun with my sister at the melbourne. Especially the one we went to strawberry farms to pluck the strawberry!! yummy!!oh ya.. maybe this Friday my brother from KL is coming to Singapore for Hari Raya Haji celebrations. I miss my niece, my brother's daughter. she is so cute. i just can't wait to see her coming back in Singapore!!! my mum and my second sister just went off to KL this noon. And they coming back to Singapore on Friday with my brother. hopefully my brother coming back this Friday. =))

this is the pictures of my sister, my niece and strawberry farm:

Liza Ash
1:02 AM

Miss him n soccer

hello people...haiz..today so boring. my guy have duty and he can only go home tomorrow morning..miss him so much. But luckily tomorrow we going out and watch movie 2012..woohoo..Can't wait for that.. hopefully tomorrow he driving so that i can spent time with him whole day long..Amin. He just called me ..hehe..miss him so much La.. later after he done his work than he call me again.. he he.. about soccer my parents asked me to quit because of my ankle.haiz.. boring La if no soccer..Miss the training..hmm.. Oh ya my exam is coming and this year i finish my course. wow!! it so fast . Hopefully next year i can go hire nitec. amin. Next Thursday is my CA exam for BEG lesson.. it so scary.. i have to study whole booklet..OMG!!! and my booklet is SO damn Thick LA..hopefully the paper is easy..amin.. k lah i got out of an idea.. bye n take care..

Liza Ash
4:59 AM

problem

oops sorry long time didn't update my blog..i was so busy with my school things and helping my guy in his problem..so now i am so boring seating at home...hmm...what should i do??? Saturday wanna go out with my friends but it seem that they're busy..hmmm..if go out with my guy where should i go??when out without a bike so boring lah..when is he going to send his bike to workshop...why must his bike made him more problem...why???? i am so pity looking at my guy. now he have a financial problem and his bike made him more problem..haiyoo..how i wish i have a lot of money...so that i can help him in all his problem..haiz..hopefully one day his life will be happy..hopefully..k lah gtg..take care yaw..

Liza Ash
12:57 AM