v o g u e ; unabated

friday 21/05/2010 05:20pm

HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz.. why is tis happening to me???!!! me decided to leave phil n azhar.. n ya tat e better way.... coz of them im hurt wif e way they treat me.. haiz... from today onwards i won't contact both of them.. i have to be strong eventhough it really hurt of wat they had done to me.. n im confused n feel guilty towards iidah...sowie idah... haiz... no more relatinship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate guys!!!!!!!!! all e guys are e same!!!!!! swit talk je lebih bt uat nye tidak...... f**k lah!!!! go away from my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Liza Ash
2:13 AM

friday 09/04/2010, 12:15 pm

hello2.. it me again yaw.. =)) Monday i start my skool already shey... can't wait.. woohoo... I'm soo excited to my new course.. hurray!! making a new frenz again.. hmm.. really miss my iof frenz.. hope to see some of u there..i already prepared for tis coming monday.. hahaha... really so excited..

hmm.. since i quit my job, my life is SO boring.. i dun noe wat am i going to do at home whole day.. Now, i playing my lappy.. boring n sad too.. haiz..
the storey is abt yesterday.. haiz.. yesterday was boring lah.. i seated at home watching tv n lappy.. dun have life lah.. he even didn't text me haiz.. yesterday he went to LTA abt his old bike. soo i text him, asking him whether everything is settle or nt. dn he said not settled yet.. dn i called him, he didn't picked up... i text him, he didn't reply.. haiz.. nt juz yesterday he didn't reply my msg.. whenever i asked him to text me, he didn't text me.. wen i called n asked him y didn't reply my MSG, he have alot of reason to gave me... wat is tis sey???? around 7 plus i went his house coz kak et asked me to come.. wen i reached his house i saw him..fuck lah... he always wan me to text him once i reach home from somewhere or text him tat im going out wif who n where.. bt he, himself didn't text me everything..... it unfair ok..every nite he called someone bt i noe it nt me.. haiz.. so yesterday he asked kak et to transfer money to his acct.. so me n kak et went down.. aft transfer dn withdraw e money.. SO kak et treat me ice cream n we seated under e blk.. so i told kak et how i feel.. bt luckily kak et understand my feeling..so he keep calling me asking me where am i? so i said tat i under e blk walking to e lift..so i continue telling kak et abt my feeling. dn he called me again asking me in a high voice.. n it make my feeling hurt.. haiz.. once reaching at his house, i saw he holding a helmet. n i didn't noe where e hell his going.. so i seat down. in front of me is his dad.. he juz tapped my shoulder n said he going to e office.. i juz keep quite.. wen his dad saw my face dn his dad asked me y?? from there i on e spot cried.. luckily kak et seated beside me. so i straight away put my head at kak et lap..haiz.. how malu am i crying in front of his family.. his mum asked me to leave him.. coz his mum noe his e kind of temper guy.. he love to scold me backwards wen he angry.. haiz.. i really can't take it anymore.. not once he scold me backwards, many times sey.. i helped him everything n tis wat i get it from him.... haiz.. i made up my mind.. i wan him to leave me.. i really can't take it anymore.. haiz.. wen must i have to be like tis?? he wan me to understand him, how abt me??? he dun understand my feeling at all............. i really sick n tired wif tis kind of relationship.. im done n im off from him.. goodbye.............

Labels: love is wonderful bt sometime it sux

Liza Ash
9:09 PM

Friday,26 march 2010, 10:30 pm

hey.. juz now around 6 i accompany kak et to dental at serangoon centre.. so we reached there around 6 plus.. once she registered, she straight went into e room, coz she have made an appointment at 7.. so i waiting for her at the counter.. i dun dare to follow her.. scary!!! aft kak et went inside e room, i text her husband.. juz texting her husband, suddenly abg an came in.. mcm tau je..lol... waited and waited, at last she done... fuuuhhh...

while waiting for her.. phil text me.. and asked me:
phil: u kt mane??
liza: kt dental. my gigi sakit.
phil:U wif who? asl tk bilang?
liza: me sorg
Phil:kt mane?
liza: kt serangoon.. u at where?

dn he straight call me.. wen i told him i wif kak et dn he scold me. he said y i lied to him.. dn he maki me say.. haiz.. my intention is juz joking.. bt i didn't noe tat he made it seriously.. haiz..after he maki me everything..i said:

liza: leave me.
Phil: watever we r, i want everything to stop rite now. u ask me tis alot of time. i fucking leaving u tis time! happy!
liza:thankz.. i juz dun want ppl to maki me w/o i doing ntg wrong. bt u juz can't stop maki me. i really sowie. mayb we juz dun understand each other. sowie..
phil: sori.. i really really think tat is wat u really wan.u ask tis many times. i juz have too.. bye.. feel wat u shld feel..

haiz... goodbye..

Labels: goodbye

Liza Ash
7:13 AM

sunday 14 march 2010 1139 pm

hello2... it me again.. i juz came back from work n guess wat???? today is my last day of work!!! yeah.. goodbye guardian parkway!!! gonna miss u all.. work hard ok.. to mirah take care of ureself n be strong wif tat abg macdonald ok.. sabar je bnyk2 ok.. as for me, me really can't take it already.. i juz hate to see his face.. gonna miss u mirah.. andand to hasanah today also ure last day... i wanna wish u goodluck wif ure new job ok..im gonna miss u too babe.. take care.. love ya soo much.. abt juz now, dun think too much ok babe. sabar je ok. now u noe, nxt time wanna go out wif guys dun upload or tag pictures at fb again k. anything text or call liza tau.. take care i miss u...=(

yesterday and last friday, irah came to my place n met me.. thank u soo much babe for coming all the way to kallang juz to slack wif me eventhough u stay at pioneer. thank u soo much.. love u babe. i really enjoyed slacking n chatting wif u.. hope u are happy slacking wif me eventhough my place was quit boring,to me. haha.. nxt time it my turn to go ure place ok..=)) n naneh thankz for coming to my place yesterday wif irah.. i juz soo happy tat my frenz really came down to my place.. eventhough u guys stay really far from kallang n dn around 7 plus naneh have to go back to chua chu kang to mit her family. thankz alot..thankz irah n naneh.. love both of u..=))

Yesterday nite aft mitting irah, i met my guy n i was soo pissed off until now wif tis kpo lady......... it was abt my wearing to sentosa wif my lovely ladies.... juz wanna let her noe tat my family and my guy didn't say anything abt my wearing ok.... they understand understood tat im going sentosa.... actually, wat did she wan from me huh???? y can't she shut her mouth n stop being soo busybody.. i think she's jealouse of me.. tis wat i think coz wat i noe she love to make herself pretty n cannot see people more pretty dn her... n she think she is pretty bt actually she is nt.. i won't mention her name coz i noe how to take care of people feeling....... watever it is i can wear watever i wan ok..

k lah tat all.. love u guys..

Labels: pissed off plus happy

Liza Ash
7:22 AM

friday, 12 march 2010, 2.02pm.

hello2...it me again..today i start my work at 4pm.....dun feel like going to work sey.. it soo boring lah.. haiz.. btbt tis sun is my last day.. hmm how ehk?? it so boring lah.. wat shld i do???? btw hopefully nxt week sat or sun my guy cn make it to sentosa.. hope he's nt working on tat day.. hmm.. i wanna go sentosa again..wanna get tanned!!! hmm..i think im nt going to work today.. haha.. i think im going to text my store manager tat im nt feeling well.. hahahaha.. btw im nt going to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lalalalalalala!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha... yesh!!!!!!!!!!! im soo happy!!!!!!! tis wat i text my store manager:

liza: helo ms ... (her name) i juz came back from poly. and i got 2 days mc.. i have low blood pressure n e doctor asked me to get a rest. sowie last min mc..

store manager: ok take some rest.

wwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy pe!!! haha..
btbt wat am i going to do now????!!!!!!! stupid pe liza... tk keje makin boring lah.. haiyoo.. btbt it ok.. working is boring dn seating at home.. lalala... i think im going out.. hmmm.. ni lah org yg ade low blood pressure btbt still cn go out.. haha.. mayb irah is coming to my place n slack.. bt she dun have ezlink money..how ehk?? btbt her place to my place far lah.. omg.. mcm mane ni???? think liza think..hmm i think im going to transfer irah money.. ya i think im going to transfer e money to her.. yup.. k lah.. gtg.. bye2... love u all..

Liza Ash
10:01 PM

Picnic at Sentosa

hello2... it me!!! i was busy this few weeks.. ohh ya today i wanna talk abt my outting wif my ladies..... On sunday, 7 march 2010, me, mimye, irah, naneh n dahdah went to sentosa!!! really miss them soo much!!! at last got a chance to mit them.. best!! we met 12.30 at Harbourfront control station but i met irah n mimye at starbucks. dahdah naneh we met at sentosa ticketing. Guess wat????? once we reached at sentosa ticketing, alot of people lah.. bt i really so excited.. hahah so we queue to buy 5 tickets.. while queuing, we took some pics.. really have a great fun..=) aft bought e tickets and it time for us to take a ride to sentosa!!!! and there we go!!!!!!!!!! wooohoo... and we stopped at beach station........ and noe wat? we took a wrong tram... hahaha..sowie guys it my fault.. i didn't noe tat e tram to e palawan beach is inside e bus station. we took tram to siloso.. ape lah liza.. haha..bt it ok, we enjoyed e ride to siloso. haha.. aft a ride to siloso beach we back to beach station n walked to palawan.. hahaha..few mins later we reached to palawan.. haha..and we straight to e toilet n changed to our bikini!!.. time to have fun under e sun!!! weeeeweeee...and we start to swim........ we swim and swim until 5 plus.. u noe wat?? all my frenz dark n tanned but i didn't get dark n tanned!!!!!!! =( sedih tau.. it waste of my time lah standing, swimming and lying down under e sun!!! arrrgghh...... it ok i'm going again wif my guy next sat or sun.. hmmphh...this time im going in e morning.. i wan skin tanned.....i dun care.. after swimming everything we went to toilet n clean ourselves n get ready to go back to vivo... once reached at vivo we went to vivo roof top to chill out.. it was a tiring day lah.. bt we really enjoyed ourselves...=) we took pictures alot lah dn we head home.. penat u noe..k lah tat all.. i very lazy to type long story.. haha..
wanna look e pictures??? please go to my facebook ok.. it alot of pictures for me to upload over here.. feel free to drop my facebook n take a look e pictures...

Liza Ash
8:50 PM

hello2... today is 1 February n 3 more days is my anniversary wif him.. woohoo..tat fast.. btw yesterday i went Clark quay wif nana, irah n gay boy. firstly i met nana n irah at bugis burger king. miss nana soo much!!! we hugged each other. =) dn we went long john for our lunch. we talked n talked n talked at the long john. after tat we went bugis street. irah wanna buy bikini so we went to bugis street at level 2. and we found it andand irah bought it. very nice i like. after tat we dropped off at clark quay centre point. dn we head on to hot stone n have our dinner there bt b4 we have our dinner we wait deisy n gay boy. gay boy is nana guy. i dun noe y she called her guy gay boi. mayb the way her guy dress up or her guy face. haha. gay boy was late yesterday n everyone was so hungry already. andand at last gay boy reached. so syiok.. we have to cook ourselves using a hot stone. gerek gler. n i enjoyed myself eating n cooking on the stone. hehe..feeling jadi angmo. haha after eating me,nana n deisy went to tattoo shop. i made one at my ankle. i choose dolphin on my ankle n nana too. we both have same pics. hehe..=) nana treat me on the tattoo. thanks darl.. n thanks for the dinner!! hope we meet up again ok.. so we took alot of pics bt i haven't upload yet. so juz wait ok. i will upload the pics soon.. =) after making tattoo everything we seat down along the center point river n slack. dn i called my guy to picked us up. so he asked we all to meet him at mos mac there. so waited for him at liang court taxi stand. 15 mins later he reached n we went to buona vista i dun noe where n slack there. nana n my guy wanna went adventure bt i dun wan. it too scary. there was tis path very silent n scary bt we didn't go coz too scary. dn my guy send them home. dn i also went home.. tat all.. i will upload the pics soon ok.. bye.

Labels: having fun wif them.

Liza Ash
9:26 PM